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When I visited Edinburgh in the spring, friends of mine gave me a book that had jumped out at me from one of their shelves: The Air Loom Gang by Mike Jay. Was “Air Loom” a made-up word, or, if not, what could it possibly stand for?, I wondered. The book is based on the true story of James Tilly Matthews, who believed that a gang of architects of evil had invented a machine to control the minds of politicians and army generals in order to brainwash them into starting a war. The Air Loom, Matthews was convinced, was a machine that “weaves ‘airs’ or gases into a ‘warp of magnetic fluid'” to influence people’s minds and bodies, tormenting them if they resisted.

During my visit to London this July I saw an exhibition at the Whitechapel Art Gallery by South African artist Gavin Jantjes: To Be Free, A Retrospective.

In his Zulu Series he examines the cosmic realm through the lens of African heritage, drawing on ancient Egyptian, West and South African belief systems relating to the sky and female creativity. Zulu means “the space above your head” in Zulu language. “The heavens are the most neutral space – no nations lay claim to the heavens. They are undefined…and are accessible to every human being,” the artist wrote in 1996.

The untitled painting above, from 1989, is a fascinating depiction of the sharing of breath:

In William Stafford's poem People Of The South Wind, he refers to the original Siouan tribal people of the Mississippi Valley, called Kanza. William Stafford himself is of Native ancestry, and his particular wisdom seems to come from such an original spirituality. 

While watching the brilliant comedy-crime series Monk, I was surprised by a wonderful breathing scene in the episode “Mr Monk and the Big Reward” (Season 4).

In an artistic workshop I attended, I heard of a book called Undrowned – Black Feminist Lessons from Marine Mammals by Alexis Pauline Gumbs. The title grabbed me straight away, as if this were the book that I needed to read right now. “Undrowning” sounds like something I’ve been trying to do for a long time, even though I’m not part of a minority or a disenfranchised species. 

Alexis Pauline Gumbs is a poet, independent scholar, and activist who has devoted herself to observing marine mammals, not as an objective researcher but as a mammalian relative. To learn from them, to be with them, to breathe with them. 

I recently watched The Hit, an offbeat crime drama/road movie in which the action between different gangster factions is elevated to strangely sublime realms by the character of the eloquent, quasi-spiritually evolved snitch Willie Parker, played by Terence Stamp.

Hitman Braddock (John Hurt) is about to deliver Willie across southern Spain to his mob boss in Paris. En route, Braddock goes to run an errand and returns to find his rookie accomplice Myron (Tim Roth) – who was supposed to be watching Willie – fast asleep on a rock in the woods. Desperate to find Willie, Braddock is astonished to see him standing perfectly still opposite a waterfall, seemingly in a state of meditation. A figure so serene it is almost ghostly, the white of the foaming water merging with Willie’s impeccable white Mediterranean-style shirt and trousers as the light of the sun shines through.

The ensuing dialogue between Braddock and Willie at night in the woods is like a simultaneous first and last breath dance.